Perhaps you are wondering what broke the spell - what exactly got my cooking mojo rolling again this month? I'm happy to share. It's a bit of a long story . . .
After weeks of grey, soggy skies, a swampy garden, a nasty sinus infection, home reconstruction projects turning the house upside down, and just all around funk from one of my favorite months being filled with so much rain and chaos, I decided I needed to take action. My creativity, my appetite, and my energy were totally flat. Sometimes creativity feels so effortless - a virtual wellspring of ideas bubbles in my mind and flows from my fingertips. Sometimes I've just got nothin'. I have to go in search of, on a quest. So, that's what I decided to do.
Let me backtrack a little bit . . . The one major bonus of a rainy May was that I read voraciously. My favorite was a feast of a book:
The Moonflower Vine by Jetta Carleton. Published in 1962 and recently described as a "rediscovered classic," this finely crafted work captured my imagination and was a true delight to read. In one part of the story, the main male character goes on a quest of his own. His wife creates food for his journey, ". . .
a bag of provender - onions, potatoes, a side of bacon, and two loaves of bread still warm from the oven." (Doesn't that sound good? Just hold the bacon for me, please.)
Provender. A new word for me, an interesting one. It sounds like a mix of provisions and lavender. Hmmmm. I looked it up to learn more and found that it means feed at it's most basic definition, or viands, victuals at a more esoteric level. I really liked learning this and the reminder that food for a journey - even just the daily experiences of life - not only needs to feed the body, but nourish and bolster the spirit. The vital essence of life.
After weeks of subsisting on the most basic of meals, I needed to go on a quest. A search for really good food for my family and for my soul.
Deep stuff, huh? :)
So, I went to my local Costco with provender on my mind. (I initially wanted to go to the Farmer's Market, but it was pouring again.) I purposely stepped out of my routine pattern of shopping and walked up and down every single aisle searching for something special, waiting for inspiration to strike.
And then I found it.
Chapati. Indian flat bread. One of the world's most basic of foods, eaten by millions of people, a staple for any meal of the day but also a blank slate for creativity. My provender!
I hugged the package of uncooked chapati to my chest and then proceeded to fill up my cart with just about every single organic fruit and vegetable the store had to offer. I had ideas coming fast.
When I got home, I called for Miss M to come to the kitchen. I knew she would love to create with me. And, she did. The chapati dough is very thin and light (about half the density of a tortilla) and only takes about 2 minutes to cook on the stove. No oil is needed, just a medium-hot skillet and a quick flip. When the chapati is ready, it puffs up beautifully and aromatically, just asking for something beautiful to wrap inside.
We initially filled our chapati with a light spread of hummus, a sprinkle of feta, and some crisp spinach leaves. One bite and we both moaned with delight. So! Incredibly! Delicious! So amazing, in fact, that we both ate standing over the sink. Too good to sit down. I tried to get a better picture of our first chapati, but we were both gobbling it up so quick that it's a wonder I got this one at all.
We made more that evening and then the next day, savoring chapati at every meal. Chapati with cinnamon, sugar and sliced strawberries for breakfast. Chapati with chopped cucumber and carrots, topped with tzatiki for lunch. Chapati with hummus, falafel, and spinach for dinner. All of it incredibly good.
Since those first few days of discovering my personal provender, we've slowed down on the chapati. Yes, it has become a staple in our fridge and is a wonder when we need a quick and fabulous meal. But, best of all, setting the intention to seek out unique and nourishing food has opened up so many ideas for creative expression. And, not only in my kitchen. In my garden, home, volunteer service, art. My inner wellspring is overflowing. I am so thankful.